saD or haPPy?

actually ni blog ari selasa,tp fyan x der mood nak update my blog smlm.smlm pas kelas marketing pg tu fyan terus blk bilik then on9.my feeling still not very stable coz ader bit prob n conflict between me n afnan on the previous nite that i still keep thinking on that day.buka2 laptop then trus on9.check myspace,friendster,facebook n so on la.then i got a msg from sum1 that make me thinking about my relationship with sum1.benda tu buatkan fyan rasa sedih n its my life is not colourful like b4.n at the same time my ex sms me n he showed how happy he is rite now ngan kapel die.m bit envy of them coz mine is far from me.

tp bagusla,dier da start move on without fyan in his life.which he cant take care of me and spend time with me.ptg tu fyan ader majlis bukak pose ngan my classmate which julung kali diadakan sejak kitaorang ader kat kampus ni.sbb puasa2 sblm ni ader je masalah among kitaorang.pas bgn tdow tu fyan siap2 r.fyan g ngan kete satu couple which also my classmate.dier amek fyan kt my blok.pastu da kumpul2 sume kitaorang gerak la.fyan cam biasa r mst r ngan my besfwen,yan.

DMC5F.luv u guys so much!!!!

bukak pose time with DMC5F.

kt tmpt bukak pose tu,epila jgk tgk gelagat kelas fyan ni.lebey kurang stgh jam pastu lauk nasik pon sampai.byk giler.then i asked cukue n rick what we should eat sbb kitaorang mmg da lama x mkn nasi.we're too obsess about our weight.fyan sendiri da x mkn about 3 months.sume org like forcing me to eat rice.then fyan decide its ok la,just for that day.time amek lauk tu,my hand was shaking sbb fyan rasa takot n laen sgt sbb da lama x mkn nasi.biler da start mkn tu,fyan makan byk giler nasi.

pas semua da abes mkn,kitaorang decide nk g night safari kt air keroh.otw tu fyan rasa nyesal sgt mkn nasi.i want to kuarkan all the thing that i ate tu.smpai2 kat zoo,tutup.

kt atas bot.round2 sg melaka.best bangat!

last destination:pantai puteri

then kitaorang tukar plan pg naek bout round sg melaka,then mcD dtrn pahlawan utk beli makanan then lepak kat pantai puteri.otw nk ke tmpt bot tu,my fwen stop kete kt petrol station.then i ran to the toilet n do wat i wish to do.fyan muntahkan blk aper yg fyan makan td.rasa seksa n sakit sgt sbb i tried almost 5 times br boley kuarkan benda tu.smpaikan merah n kuar air mata time tu sbb susah sgt.then rick noticed bout that then he scolded me coz i did a stupid thing.sbb benda tu bahaya n bley jd habit.pastu kitaorang pg ke sg melaka then naek bot.best sgt sbb ni first time fyan naek.sblm ni x pernah cuba walaupun ader masa kan

.die bawak kitaorang round2 sg melaka bout 45mins.pas da abes naek bot tu singgah mcD jap beli mknan.fyan beli sprite ngan banana pie jer sbb da mkn byk td kan.

muka tension.ngah q kt mcD.ramai giler org

pastu kitaorang gerak g pantai puteri.lepak2 kt pantai.enjoy sgt time tu.sumenyer epi2.blk kampus tu fyan drive coz my fwen da x larat nk drive.nasib baek x kena marah ngan pakguard sbb msuk kul 1230 (sbbnyer,kitaorang da gtau pakguard sblm kuar yg kitaorang g kenduri kat muar.huhu)